The end of an era

It was a beautiful sunny day on June 12th of 1999 as I walked on the McKinney-Salinas Honda's car lot. I, 26 years young strolled through the rows of shiny new cars, my heart about to leap from my chest as I thought I may take one of these home with me. The salesman helped me as we meticulously checked each one out and narrowing down the large inventory to a handful.

I had previously owned a Chevy Astro van, that I had bought solely for work and after leaving that job it had become my main source of transportation for years. It was a cargo van (nothing in the back) so I carpeted the floor and walls with purple carpet, put a couch in the back, lined the roof with black lights, installed sub woofers that would rattle your brains loose from your head, lowered it to the ground, and tinted the windows solid black. Back in the day that was a sweet ride, and that earned me the privilege to always be the driver where ever we went. "Well we could drive three cars... or Doug could drive." Yes you would be amazed at how many people could fit in that van, I know I was.

One of my biggest or should we say smallest objectives, was to get a small car. I wanted something where four could ride, but not comfortably and I wanted a four cylinder so it would force me to drive slower. So I was naturally drawn to the Honda Civic, I narrowed it down to this beautiful green one. At that point in time there were very few cars on the road that same color, boy did that change fast. The salesman opened the door and I sat down, aah she was beautiful. The smell was enchanting the dash and knobs were so clean and neat looking, the seats and floor mats were spotless. The salesman handed me the keys and I cranked her up to go for a test drive, as I looked down at the odometer it read 000004. and I smiled.

I bought that little green Honda that day, and have been driving it ever since. When the Honda was purchased I was an avid cigarette smoker, I made a vow with myself and the car that I would never smoke in her, and I have not. It was not easy, but that will power is what I believe ultimately led to my ability to quit several years later. I lived in Gastonia at the time and drove to Charlotte everyday for work, so we spent quite a bit of time together each day. When I eventually got transferred to Asheville I commuted several weekends, and then I loaded her to the gills and moved up here permanently.

My Honda has seen me through some major life changes, we used to stay out all night on Saturday nights, now were in early on Saturday nights for church on Sundays. She was there when I brought my dog Manna home for the first time, and since that time her passenger window has forever been slobbery. Over two and a half years ago I turned the Honda over to my wife to drive whilst I drove the work vehicles. I'm sure the Honda appreciated that move because my wife drives her easier, and smells better than I do.

I took a look at my Honda today and the odometer reads 132500. a far cry from 1999. One hundred and thirty-two thousand miles together, and it seems nothing short of a million. I have always been easy on the mileage because most of the time I have had a second car or work vehicle. The paint is beginning to fade on the windshield wipers, and few small dings here and there, the carpet is beginning to show some wear, but don't get me wrong she looks great for her age. My wife and I cleaned her out last night and I will drive her through the car wash for the last time on Friday. As of tomorrow she is sold, and will have a new owner. Ruth and I have had to tighten things up recently, and this was not a decision either one of us wanted to make. We know that God is taking us through a season where we are trimming all the fat, and making tough decisions and sacrifices that will ultimately help us to build the incredible future He has promised us.

With all that said it will still be a sad day tomorrow as I watch a stranger drive off with my beloved Honda Civic. Sigh. What keeps me going is the dream of the day we get to walk on to the Apple Tree Honda's car lot and test drive our next car the CRV. Then begins a new era (that will most likely have children in it.) Sigh.

Until next time...

I can see clearly now...

So the other night I walk outside, sit in the grass, lean back and gaze out into the starry night sky. My eyes scan from left to right squinting to see the stars. After a while my eyes fix upon the constellation Orion's Belt. Orion's Belt is one of the more prominent constellations with it's three very bright stars straight in a row. I don't typically do much star gazing at my house in Asheville, due to the fact that I'm so close to downtown and all the streetlights in my neighborhood. When we are in Nicaragua, however we spend a lot of time staring into the vast wonderful sky and think where did all those stars come from? In Nicaragua at certain times of the year and on very clear nights you can even see the Milky Way band as it stretches across from horizon to horizon. It will take your breath away, to see so clearly all the stars that are always there, but we can't always see them the same way here.

It made me think about my life and how when situations are upon us they are not always as clear and easy to see. When your in Nicaragua life seems so much more clear, it has so much more meaning. It seems as though all the worries, and the dailies are a million miles away. Strange I know, because your surrounded by poverty, suffering, illness, and starvation. That all helps you to forget the turmoil in your own existence, to find a peace in your heart and place in your prayers for people who live in unimaginable situations. You look around and see an old man walking down the street with a load of sticks across his back, and you think about the three hundred dollar unexpected repair bill for your car doesn't seen so outrageous anymore. As you drive past kids filling in potholes in the road, barely big enough to hold the shovel, begging for spare change and you think the fact that you can't send your kids to private school may not be the end of the world. Maybe you have just lost your job, and you look around at all the men that are out of work and there is no where to apply, and you think well at least I have unemployment compensation. Yes everything seems to to be clearer and more in focus when your a million miles away.

You fall back into life, and at first when someone is rude to you or someone is complaining like their the only person in the world, you think to yourself "they have no idea how good they have it, their are so many people with real problems in this world." Days pass, weeks pass, life happens, things go well and things go really bad. Your back on the seesaw of life, your in the dailies again; my friend just lost his job, I just lost an account, the dog is sick and need to go to the vet, and Bob and Sue are having marital problems. What are you to do now? You go outside you sit in the grass, lean back, and stare off into the sky and everything doesn't seem so clear anymore, you can't seem to see what's out there as well. You look across the street and Joe's new car is in his driveway, someone you know is having an addition built on, and the plumber next door is slammed with business. With no reassurance in sight you look back to the sky and squint as you scan the heavens, and then your eyes catch a glimpse of three bright stars in a row. It's Orion's Belt, although not as clear as it once was, but it's still there.

I know someone is possibly sitting in a chair in Los Cedros staring up at the same Orion's Belt that I am at that moment, and feeling such a relief, and such a peace about life. I know that our God is so big and our existence is so small in comparison that we can see the same snapshot of the heavens. You can fly hundreds of miles away, even thousands of miles and if you look up Orion's Belt will be there waiting for you, just as our God is. Sometime they both may be clearer than others, but even behind the thickest cloud cover they are always there. Praise God!

Until next time...

The death of a Depot

For as long as I can remember I have shopped at Home Depot. I have always been drawn into it's orange clad walls, a home improvement euphoria. I don't remember if it was this love for Home Depot that I found my favorite color being orange, or if I was originally drawn to home improvement giant due to my favorite color. Which came first the chicken or the egg? There were times when a certain product or situation would dictate that I must grace a Lowe's instead. The whole experience felt so foreign, I could not seem to figure out where things were, even though I was very familiar with Home Depot. The tools were all an odd Kobalt blue color, even though everything I know tells me that tools are meant to be orange. Even the checkout process was weird, on the credit card screen where at Home Depot the accept box is located at Lowe's is where the cancel button is. So you can imagine how many times out of habit I canceled my transaction, only to find myself going through the process again more slowly and paying closer attention. Yes In those days I never liked going to Lowe's for any reason and I felt more at Home in the Depot.

When I started my business, Blue Toolbelt (bluetoolbelt.com) a little over 2 years ago, I found myself in a perfect storm. Most of my customers were on Tunnel Road, I had no inventory of parts on hand requiring multiple trips to the store each day, and rapidly rising gas prices forced me to shop at Lowe's; due to it's location on a daily basis.
Soon it felt more normal to shop there, I began to learn what brand names they carried and where things were located through out the store. I actually became such a regular there that many of the employees knew me and would smile and wave as they saw me. Some would comment I see you here everyday, and I would usually reply "yes this is my third trip here today." It soon became that when situations would arise that would require me to shop at Home Depot, that I began to feel that out of place feeling that have previously existed in Lowe's. I know it's all in what you get used to will give you that reassuring and comfortable feeling.

I have said all this to say that over the past year or so I have heard how Home Depot is losing footing in the home improvement warehouse market, that it's sales are down by much larger margins than that of Lowe's. I know it's all because of the mass amounts of finances that I have transferred over from one store to the other that has made all the difference, Yea right! I did however wonder what had made the difference. because I had loved Home Depot and had been so loyal for so many years. I thought even though the location had been all the difference for me, it would have been just the opposite for a lot of people. Being that I don't shop there on a regular basis anymore I really have no idea what has caused the obvious demise of this once untouchable giant.

In the last two or three months circumstances has put me in Home Depot on a more regular basis than before. I have noticed some very disturbing changes. During my most recent trips, I have noticed what seems like double the employees, with many of them standing in the center isle, greeting you with "can I help you find something?" That is not normally a bad thing except when it happens 3 times while I'm only trying to get to the isle where the drill bit is that I need. As soon as I walk up to the drill bit rack I breath a sigh of relief that I have survived the gauntlet of over anxious employees and just as my eyes begin to browse for the bit I need, I hear"Sir, what bit can I help you find today!" It actually took me longer to tell him what bit I needed and what I was using it for then it would have for me to just grab it myself. Just the other day, the Beir paint rep for Home Depot personally submitted an order for me to pick up almost $600.00 worth of paint for a big job I had. He told me it would be ready to pick it up on Monday morning. I spent an hour and a half on Monday gonig back and forth to the customer service desk, the paint department, and making numerous phone calls trying to locate my order. It was eventually found and of course had not been started, and to make it worse the did not even have enough of the needed base colors to produce only half of my order, which forced me return the next day to pick up the rest. While I was waiting for my order to be mixed by employees that were obviously disoriented to the paint department, and with no one clearly leading the operation, I decided to walk around and take my eyes off of what was clearly a chaotic situation. While I was leisurely strolling with no real clear need for anything but only to kill some time, I was forced back to the paint department by neurotic employees, which seemed to me to be getting a bonus for saying "what can I help you find today!" I could go on with at least two or three more stories of horrible service, I have personally received recently.

I find it interesting that Home Depot has decided to focus on an obnoxious campaign to improve their image, but in my opinion they are missing the mark completely. I feel like their customer service is going down the drain while they superficially try to appear helpful put way more staff out on the floor to intentionally irritate you. Lowe's on the other hand seems to me to be helpful when you need them and quick to react when you need them, and all around seem to have it together better. It is quite a sad sight to see how pitiful Home Depot has become after having such a grand status in my world just a few years prior. I'm not saying Home Depot is headed for bankruptcy, but i guess if it keeps heading in the same direction there is always that possibility. This is only my observations in one Home Depot store so it does not hold merit for all their stores.

Until next time...

Valentime's Day

Valentime's Day, yep that's what I called it when I was younger. I did however eventually learn that it was called Valentine's Day instead. I believe that was what 2 years ago... :-)
My wife and I were discussing on Friday night how this would be our first Saturday Valentines' Day, since we have been dating or married. In the beginning of your marriage everything is a first, a first Christmas, a first New Years' eve, well you get the point. After two years when you run out of first's you start reaching, so this was our first official Valentine's Day that fell on a Saturday.
I know your thinking "what the heck," but stay with me on this one. So in the past we have awaken on Valentine's Day to "Happy Valentine's Day hon, see ya after work" and rush off to our busy days ahead. This was different though, I woke up next to my beautiful wife in no hurry to be anywhere. We made breakfast together in our robes, and sat to eat while talking and laughing together. We spent the day together, exchanged our cards and gifts and just had a brilliant time. My wife surprised me with a menu for the Valentine's meal she had planned for dinner. IT WAS AMAZING!
She thought of everything, even down to the desert of homemade chocolate covered strawberries, that we fed each other during a movie we watched that evening while snuggled on the couch. I know TMI, TMI! Hey men, I'm just sharing some ideas here we have to help each other out.

You know I think back today and reflect on that wonderful day, and I think I did have it right when I was younger. On Saturday I experienced a Valentime's Day, because it is about the time isn't it? (That sounds like a AVL commercial) It's quite a different day to not have to rush off to work, and you can celebrate your spouse, and praise God for putting you two together forever.

Until next time...

The plan is not always the plan

Well I'm sorry in advance as I don't have any La Chureca stories for you. I had arrangements to go there today and even checked in with my ride at 9:00 to be sure we were on. "No Problem, just let me know when your ready to go." Shortly after I see him leaving the property, I ask around and I'm told yeah he left and won't be back until late. Humm. That's how we roll in Nicaragua!

I'm not short on stories so here are a couple. When we returned from Monte Limar on Tuesday, we were told at dinner that two of the teenage boys were caught going through our stuff by one of the cleaning ladies. Apparently they have had some trouble with teams missing stuff and they had not figured out if it were some of the boys or the cleaning staff. So the cleaning staff

fearing for their jobs noticed a boy sweeping our porch. Humm... here's your sign. She walked in on

another boy in our room going through our bags. These are two fairly new boys to the orphanage and when they come in as teens it is hard to break their past tendancies. Luckily I had asked to lock up my laptop and several things of value before we left, and nothing but candy seems to have been missing. The house parent brought

them to us and made them apologize, which in its

self was a painful experiance to watch. We told them that we loved them and that we would most likely give them anything they asked for. We all hugged them and thanked them for the apology. Their punishment was to machette a field today (one of the hottest days) from 8 am to 5 pm with a lunch break. Ayi yi yi! Boys will be boys, but when they are they need to be shown it was wrong. I believe they will think twice before doing that again. These Nicaraguan teens are being raised in ways that gives them an oportunity to break the vicious cycles that continualy curse their generations. A big change starts small, and eventually will make a huge impact.

The other story I will try to shorten a bit due to the length of my ramblings so far, but don't count on that. Once again while we were relaxing by the ocean, a small field fire sparked up at Los Cedros (were had been staying) with the extreme dryness and the severe wind it became a raging field fire in no time. It just so happened that all the field hands had gone home and and all the men were at the beach for the night. The women in the infant orphanage sprung into action. The first thing they did was call the Fire Department, of course the Fire Dept first makes them agree to pay their gas money if they respond!!?? There is something to that mother protection mode, even if the children are not theirs, that makes women supernatural. Andrea, a woman missionary and two or three Nicaraguan nannies pulled small garden hoses while waitng on the Fire Dept. until the fire got too wide for that to work any more. Then to my surprise Andrea began to push down the unburnt field hay with her feet to create a sort of a fire line around the area while the other ladies beat it with palm branches they cut from a tree. The ladies worked that fire for 2 hours before the first truck arived and took control. The FD put the fire out and was paid for their gas money and left. A short time later the ladies noticed a glow out where the fire was and sprung into action again. This time they were able to put it out with out calling the FD again. Ayi yi yi!

This morning one of the Nica ladies who helped with the fire gave all the ladies involved a free peticure (which normally costs $1. US), because all of their toe nails got ruinied during the event. She does feet and nails on the side and works at Los Cedros 6 days a week. The girls got spoiled today because of their herosism, they loved it and deserved it!

Well we fly out in the morning, however I will still be blogging and some will be about this trip. So thank you all SO much for all the support and encouragement and stay tuned for all the latest goodness I like to call the doug blog.

Until next time...

                                                                                                       Roxanne from Los Brasiles

                                                                                     

Getting back into the swing of things

We came back to Los Cedros today from the Monte Limar resort. It's been a rough two days, but someone had to do it. I appreciate you guys bearing with me as I took two evenings off. I quite missed this time of the evening when I stop to reflect on the day, the week, and the mission. I want to say thank you for all of you who have been reading my blog, commenting on it, telling my wife, and sending emails saying how much you enjoy it. It has really encouraged me to continue blogging after the trip is over. I have had a desire to blog for several years and just never thought that anyone would care what I had to say. During my fasting and prayer this January, one of the things that God showed me was this opportunity to break into putting my thoughts into words. When I come to Nica. each year I feel like I'm going to explode with emotions and thoughts that I have no way to get out.

God showed me many years ago that He was going to use me to preach his word. It was prophesied over me years later that I would be teaching people and the prophesy was that I would be teaching very softly and calmly, while people would listen intently to the teaching. Don't get me wrong I'm not trying to say that I'm teaching anyone anything right now, but I am feeling that this is a beginning of me learning to convert what God is implanting into me in words that will bless others. After blogging a few nights I realized that I was speaking to a good number of people in a soft and calm way. Humm... Most every night I have sat down after everyone has gone to bed and listen to worship music while thinking I have no idea what I'm going to blog about tonight, and then an hour later I would look back and think where did that come from? Every morning I wake up and I feel the most relieved and energized that I ever have in all my trips here before.

I also feel that this has been a great experience for all those who have sewn into our trips and those who are covering us in prayer. From what I am hearing is that the doug blog has given you some insight into our trip and you feel like your a big part of our day to day experiences. Please forward the link to anyone who would like it or to those who would not like it too!

www.thedougblog.blogspot.com

I know I did not get into much about the trip tonight, but tune in tomorrow and It should be good. While the guys are working here at Los Cedros, I'm gonna catch a ride down to La Chureca (the Managua dump that thousands of families live in) and meet with a friend who has an amazing ministry there running a school located inside the dump called Colegio Cristiano La Esperanza. I will possibly get some video for you to see, but I know I'll have some good stuff to blog about after that.

Until next time...

A good day

It was a good day. We went to church this morning with the teenage boys from the orphanage. We almost doubled the size of their church, which I think was pretty exciting for them. After church we took them out to Crater Lake for lunch.

Crater Lake is a dormant volcano that has filled completely with water. It has a small resort nestled along one of the banks that we like to get lunch at enjoy the views.

The boy's love to go to Crater Lake and we are the only team that takes them there.

We had fajitas, Coca-Cola regular, and Flan Caramela for desert. After lunch we rode into Managua to the open air market and did some quick souvenir shopping.

Whilst there

we saw a

creepy clown that would shine your shoes!??!










I got a scraped ice with caramel milk drink that was out of this world. then of course we all bought some trinkets to commemorate our trip.

On the way back to Los Cedros (where we stay) we saw a most disturbing sight. It is times like these you have to pray for people because they just don't have common sense. See the pictures below of the motorcycle or family car as it were.

WOW! What a disturbing sight to see this whole family on the motorcycle with only the Dad protected by a helmet. Ayi yi yi, bienvenidos a Nicaragua (welcome to Nicaragua!)

As we were leaving Managua it is always a majestic sight to see the active Mombotombo volcano towering over the city, it puts it all into perspective of how tiny we are compared to God and his creations. Mombotombo Nicaragua's largest volcano has not erupted since 1609 but constantly puffs a cloud of smoke so that Managua will respect that it could at any moment.

All and all it has been a good day.

Until next time...

If you build it they will come.

I still think back to when we first stepped on to that overgrown, litter filled, and apparently neglected land and thought this is the land we are meant to buy? We claimed it, we raised money through the church, and we bought it for Sandy Carter. We have sewn hundreds of man hours and tens of thousands of dollars into this grown up wasteland long forgotten by the residents of this impoverished area. One day a group of "Gringos" roll up and start cleaning and grooming this land, burning the trash, and prepping the land. All the Los Braslies children started curiously popping in to see what the strange group was doing.

We returned the next year and started to build a wall around the property. This is the first time we had ever met the Nicaraguan 100 pound blocks, our relationship with these blocks diminished within a few days. Today we all still have a sinking feeling in our stomachs when we see a truck load of those blocks drive by. We built a massive wall enclosing the property for security reasons.

The next trip, two years ago we built the feeding kitchen complete with concrete pad and roof for feeding. That was the last trip Brad Pope was able to go on before he got too sick. We miss you Brad, get well soon we are praying for you! Brad has served in the parking lot for years at The Rock and went on almost every Nica. trip, he is our block laying master.

As we were preparing to leave the property today for the last time on this trip. (Sigh) I started to reflect on the first time I stepped on to the property. I walked around the property and I dragged my hand along the wall as I remembered the blood, sweat, and tears. I walked to the back of the property I picked up some dirt and let it sift through my hand as remembered it was so overgrown and littered you could not see to the back as clearly. I stopped at the 20 foot deep septic hole the worker was laying block in and thought about how hard that dirt was and how a young boy and his father that lives in Los Brasiles were paid to dig a large portion of that by CIM and how that must have blessed that family.

I walked up to the house still in progress and touched the outside walls and walked inside and sat on the cool tile floor and leaned against the wall and thought, soon this house will be breathing life and spreading God's word. I closed my eyes and heard laughter, heard the words of the bible being read, I pictured hands being laid on children's heads as word of life were spoken over them, and I felt God's presence. I got up walked into the kitchen I slid my fingers along the stainless steel sink and I walked to the serving window and pictured flinging the metal doors open wide and calling out "Ven niños que es hora de comer!"

(Come children it is time to eat!) As I stepped out into the feeding area, I saw children flowing in through the gate with a bowl and cup in their hands, and I sat at the bench and watched as the children slowly chewed each bite while savoring the flavor. I just sat gazing into this beautiful and surreal vision as I heard "Hey Doug, vamos were leaving get in the van." 

Ayi yi yi!

What an amazing process to be involved in to see this property transformed by the love and compassion of people from a different country and culture to give there time, talents, and finances to make a difference in the lives of people that most have never met. I say may God bless you all, the builders, the sowers, and the intercessors you are all in your own way touching the lives of so many and will be for years to come.

Until next time...

Start, end and begin again.

Well we finished the pad today and the plan is to leave enough finances behind to keep construction going to hopefully finish the roof that will cover the new pad. I will be happy to not have to mix anymore concretas (concrete) for a while. I have eaten enough concretas dust for a lifetime. I am, although very grateful that we had the mixer to use because the first day it was not at the job site and we had to mix by hand. As they say in Nicaragua "ay yi yi"
(Yes, I'm pretty sure that is not spelled right.)

This is a picture of us mixing a batch by hand the first day. Praise the Lord for a mixer!

So now were finished with the pad we will work tomorrow on layering the ground into almost a stair like fashion to level out some of the contour of the land. Tomorrow is our last day at Los Brasiles, and it is for me one of the hardest days. I have such a heart tie to some of the children there and it rips me apart to know I won't be seeing them again for a year. I leave with tears welling up every time.

We arrived this year to find the familia that lived next door to the job had moved to Leon. I have pictures of these kids and have seen them grow up for the last 6 years. WOW! What a blow to see a for sell sign on their casa (house.)

              Denesaye, Noelia, and Luis had me wrapped around their little fingers. Every year I would go over to their house and talk to their madre and one year to their Padre. I had made them a photo album one year and put all the photos I had of them in it from over the years. I put some pictures of me, my wife, and Manna in there and every year I would bring the newest one and let them update it. We would laugh and remember the fun time we had the year before. Oh how I look forward to that every year, and how sad I was to find they are now gone and there is very little chance of ever seeing them again.

I always think the end of something is just the beginning of something else. As a matter of fact, I have bonded quite closely with La Abuela and her familia. If you have not read the blog before this one go back and check it out it's entitled "La Abuela." Not that any person or family can replace another, but God has created us with big hearts so that we can squeeze a lot of people in there. Each one can have their own special place in your heart if you can open it up, and allow your brain to archive the memories. Sometimes I believe we hold on to resentment or just hurt and say "Ill never open my heart again to get hurt like that." I value the time I had with Denesaye, Noelia, and Luis and does it hurt that their gone? Yes! Big time, but I know I did all that I could in the time God gave me. I hope and pray they will never forget me, as I won't them.

So tomorrow ends the Los Brasiles project for this trip, and it begins the next stage of the trip Sunday church and shopping. We will spend a night at Monte Limar the beach resort on Monday night relax and then back to Los Cedros (where we are sleeping while here) to do some much needed maintenance on the residence buildings and walkways. As always one ending is just the beginning of another adventure.

This just happens to be the end of this blog, but never fear there will be a new one tomorrow. So until next time...

La Abuela

Gracias a Dios por esta Abuela! (Thank you God for this Grandmother!)

Today Estelle and Yelle's Abuela (two girl's Grandmother pictured above) came to Greg and I and to the best of my translation, told us Thank you. She said that she knew we were sent by God and that she prays often for us and for what we have done for them in Los Brasiles and for Nicaragua. I could see the passion in her eyes as I have no idea, but can only imagine her struggle to raise the two beautiful teenage granddaughters not to mention the younger ones in this impoverished area. She has her whole familia living together down to her grandchildren to pool their resources to make ends meet. She watches the children, cooks for the familia, sees the children off to school, and takes care of the dailies while the other adults go off to work. La Abuela, as I like to call her went on to tell us that our teams and our churches were their answer to prayer. She realizes that we sacrifice to come and work so hard to provide hope and opportunity for Los Brasiles and for people that at one time never even knew existed. We replied by saying that it was our pleasure and obligation to come and fulfill a vision God had given to us. We explained that God had blessed us and we were to take what we had been given out to others to spread His love.

We asked if we could go to her casa to see it. She said she was a bit hesitant because it was FEA (UGLY!) We said your talking to the trabadoras (workers or builders) please take us there. She said a little shyly ok vamanos (let's go). She held our hands as we walked several blocks to her casa, we were amazed to see it beautifully adorned with plants along the entrance. As we were escorted to the back and saw this rag tag structure nailed together with scrap wood and a tin roof... rusted (sorry i could not help myself.) The kitchen in the back because of the open fire used to cook the meals, the dirt floor throughout, and at most 3 or 4 rooms. An outhouse for the obvious with a shower attached to the outside with black plastic for a curtain. She explained how the roof leaked throughout and dust blew in all day when it was not raining. I hope my laptop is waterproof because tears are streaming now while picturing it to blog about it. She asked us into the backyard and asked us to all hold hands in a circle with all the children too, and she commenced to praying and calling out to heaven. I was not even trying to translate it just taking in the moment. With her eyes clinched her face lifted to heaven and the biggest smile I have ever seen on her she thanked God with all her might.

Some that have nothing are thankful for everything, some that have everything are thankful for nothing. As we slowly walked arm and arm back to the job, I felt as God was walking arm and arm with us. La Abuela said that we were sent by God to touch them, I say she was sent by God to touch us. Amen.

Gracias a Dios por esta Abuela!

Until next time...

In the trenches

Footers and foundation, when building you have to begin the right way. We have been digging trenches, holes, filling, and leveling our pad. We had to dig holes in Nicaragua four times the size of holes we would dig in the U.S. for the roof beams. They tell us we have to do it that way because of the threat of earthquakes. We realize that we are not building this to withstand the shaking in our lives or even in our country, however we are building something to withstand shaking like none of us are familiar with. Sometimes we have to forget what we know to be true and open up to a whole new way and a whole new truth. It is easy for me to follow a new way of building because i don't build normally, but there are things that i do well. It is hard for me to deny what i know to be "the right way" or "the truth" to be open to a new way or a different way so that I can build a foundation that will withstand the shaking and the unexpected natural disasters of another season. I most likely will not be here when the shaking happens, or when things come crashing down. I know I'm building this for people who could never build this themselves and for the next generation, so I'm building with the future in mind and others lives at stake.

For me I have learned to die to my needs and to my pride and when we leave here next week I will leave the best built structure possible with the resources and time available. I will leave my blood from scraped knuckles on the blocks, sweat from my brow on the dry and hard dirt, memories in the minds of impoverished children of the loco gringo who comes to see them every year, tears in the bed of a pick up truck as we drive through the dump (the closest thing I've seen to hell on this earth), and prayer for Sandy's ministry, the missionaries here, the beautiful children, and the country of Nicaragua.

Until next time...

Were seeing CIM progress

Today we visited the project site and checked on the progress made since we were here last year. 

  Church in Motion (CIM)  brought a team down in November 2008 and broke ground on a house for the ministry leaders of the church to live in. It was stunning to see the wonderful progress that has been made, it is going to be a great house and a real blessing to the new leaders soon. You can just barely see the blue of the feeding kitchen that we (The Rock Church) completed in 2007, the new house attaches directly to the kitchen so it has become one big unit. A worker today was busy working on trenching out the plumbing for the septic. Here is a picture of the back side of the house.

 

The house includes 2 bedrooms, a bathroom, a nice sized sitting room, y claro una cocina grande (and a large kitchen.) 

We are extending the pad and shelter where the kids come to eat and the families will soon come to worship. The amount of kids have now out grown our original pad and shelter so we are increasing it's size. Today we surveyed the project made a materials list, planned out our work week, and broke ground digging the footers trench for the pad. Hopefully if all the materials arrive in a timely manner tommorrow we will have a good start to our pad by end of day. We will extend the pad from where it stops all the way to the wall. That will come close to doubling it's size.

Thank you for checking in with us and until next time...

We have arrived.

Well we did make it after all the delays. We had 45 mins to spare in ATL, enough time to eat and board. We were an hour late arriving in Managua, so not too bad. We are not sure where one of Zach's bags has gone though luckly it was a very small bag with nothing essential in it. The airport is supposed to call us when it arrives, however Mike has given them an old cell number that is no longer in service. We will check back and hopefully it will arrive soon. 

Joel (our guide) picked us up in his new "mack daddy" van and it was a first for me to ride around Nicaragua with the windows up and the AC pumping! Normally we would be riding in the bed of a pick up truck sitting on the luggage so no one would steal it out of the back. 

We are now settling in for the night, because the roosters and the public transport buses will be full blast at 5am. Desayuno es ala ocho en la manana. (Breakfast is at 8 in the morning) Then its off to the job site for the first day of hard labor. I am so looking forward to seeing Denesae, Noelia, Marco, Roxsanna, and all of the other children that live around our feeding program. I should have some videos up soon of the project and introduce you to our little friends. Tune in tomorrow, same doug blog, same doug channel.  Until next time...

We are off ... or are we?

We are all packed, checked in at the airport, prayed up, and sitting
at the end of the runway on the tarmac in Asheville. We have an at
least 40 min delay due to the drizzle of rain in Atlanta. If you fly
at all you know this is pretty typical for this connection. I thought
I would post a quick blog via my iPhone. I hope this delay will not be
much longer because if we miss the Managua flight I believe it is the
last one out today. We will just have start a feeding kitchen in
Atlanta then! I'll bet there is a need.
I may blog somemore in ATL with a Starbucks in my hand, and update you
on our perilous journey.
Until next time...

Doug